All the frustration made me just stop and look up to my ceiling for a few minutes, i listen to the lyrics of a song again and again
“And in my dreams, I meet the ghosts of all the people who have come and gone
Memories, they seem to show up so quick but they leave you far too soon” and then starts the sobbing. I miss her. I miss her so much. If you follow my blog you will have ready a while ago that my husband's Mom passed away a couple years ago! She had been fighting cancer for months and was doing so well, staying so strong. I was living with the family at the time of it all and i remember seeing her EVERY day. So positive even though life was negative, so brave when every other person was so weak… SHE was the brave one!So beautiful and thankful through her pain! God WILL reward her for that and I will forever remember her for that! Those last few months were so hard on everybody but she was so courageous throughout it all.
this is her and her husband (pete's dad) below! such a fighter and such a wonderful mother
Since the engagement it has been such a testing time. While I plan my wedding without my mother in law, while i miss not being able to learn how to crochet and knit from HER… i will remember to rejoice in Jesus who SAVED her from the pain of this world. How much better of she is now, celebrating Jesus, hand in hand with the creator of our world! It brings me such peace.
So that is my sad blog for the night. I need to sleep as it is crazy o clock, I just had to get things off my mind. We can all be so good at bottling in what is going on, that we just explode. i need to master that a little more
So from a very frustrated, saddened but hopeful, sleepy photographer, goodnight and give your sadness to the Lord.